Entries for November, 2004

Practice GRE
POSTED AT 08:22 PM in General

Just did a practice GRE test. Nearly ran out of time on the Quantitative section, and I know I clicked the wrong answer on the last question because I had like 3 seconds left when I submitted it.

Still, I actually got 640 on the Verbal (which I just rushed through with many minutes to spare), and 800 on the Quantitative. Bah, that's actually lower than my SAT scores. Well, supposedly the verbal's harder and the quantitave section is easier than the SAT, and I already did really well on the math section on the SATs, so I guess this is expected. Still, need to keep reviewing all my vocab stuff for the last few days. Also, of the schools I'm applying to, they tend to focus more on the Quantitative section score.

It also sucks that an 800 (perfect score) is only a 97th percentile in the Quantitative, although the 640 Verbal was 91st percentile.

I skipped the essay parts because I didn't feel like doing it if I'm not gonna get feedback on it.

Edit: I reviewed the answers, so looks like I made a total of 3 blunders in the math. One was a careless mistake, around the time I realized I was running out of time, the other calculated the wrong thing, and the last one I clicked the confirm a split second before I noticed the answer I wanted. So 3 mistakes, which I think is more than I had for the SATs (I believe you needed a perfect score for an 800 for that). I guess the bright side is that I've always done better on the actual tests than on the practice tests. But I don't think the practice test actually adjusts the difficulty of the questions like the real thing...
Currently feeling content




Jesus from dirt or apes?
POSTED AT 01:23 AM in General

http://www.christianforums.com/t1132483-jesus-ape-like-ancesters.html

Interesting point raised. The Creationists don't like idea that Jesus might be descended from apes, yet they seem to forget that Jesus would be descended from dirt with the Creationist account.
Currently feeling amused




Plant
POSTED AT 01:27 PM in General

So I think the reason my plant doesn't look very healthy is the lack of fertilizer. Site says fertilize every 3-4 weeks. They have not been fertilized for 5 months...

Now where can I find some cheap, good, water-soluble fertilizer....
Currently feeling concerned




Haircut
POSTED AT 01:25 AM in General

Got a haircut! I consider getting a haircut when my hair is long enough to make my forehead itch. I actually go get a haircut when it covers my eyes.
Currently feeling okay




The Red, White, and Blue
POSTED AT 11:49 AM in General

Random thought. All three countries I've lived in have flags with a Red, White, and Blue theme.
Currently feeling thoughtful




We're doomed. DOOOOOOMED I say!
POSTED AT 10:44 PM in General

'nuff said.
Currently feeling blah




DAMMIT!
POSTED AT 03:48 PM in General

I only got a 780 on the math section! The entire time, this woman next to me kept clicking her mouse OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! I don't think she was even taking the test or something because she was there at the very end, STILL CLICKING REPEATEDLY ON HER FRIGGIN' MOUSE! WTF was her problem?!

Eventually I gave up and got earplugs but while better, the silence was unnatural and I couldn't hear myself work through the problems. I had 10 seconds to do the last problem and didn't actually submit the answer. The 30 seconds I wasted getting the earplugs might have just been enough time to finish that problem!

Bah, I had counted on getting an 800. I think 13% of those who go to CS or Engineering programs have an 800. >_< I'd done another practice test last night and had an 800 too, so this 780 was unnatural! UGH.

I did get a 650 on my Verbal though, but I'd much rather get a 600 on Verbal and 800 on the Quantitative.

I got lucky and missed the rain.
Currently feeling very unhappy




Cold
POSTED AT 11:51 PM in General

These past few days have been cold... been relying on a closed door to my room to increase warmth.

Mainly my feet get cold.
Currently feeling cold




Pet peeve?
POSTED AT 11:28 PM in General

Yes yes, despite the fact that I'm more of a descriptivist, I do think there should be some limits. The peeve? People who write "payed" when they mean "paid." Seriously, I can understand the occasional misspelling, but there are certain forums where this misspelling seems to occur far too often. "Payed" means to slacken and allow to run out (as with a rope), e.g. "The rope was payed out over the balcony."
Currently feeling annoyed




Corn Disc
POSTED AT 03:17 AM in General




Guild Wars
POSTED AT 12:29 AM in Gaming

Well, the Guild Wars beta weekend event ended half an hour ago. 'Twas fun while it lasted. Back to my regular routine now.
Currently feeling okay




America continues to step backwards
POSTED AT 06:36 AM in General




BST discussion...
POSTED AT 12:49 AM in General

Not many normal members showed up. I really think attendance this semester has been really bad, compared to the year before. May have to do with the fact that there are more people (but interns) so higher chance of people not coming?

Did have a new guy come, and a guy who used to come, come back.
Currently feeling sleepy




That was one heckuva dream
POSTED AT 12:15 PM in General

Woah, had quite a dream. Can't remember it fully now, but there was something about my parents taking some guy in, who eventually ended up murdering my cat because my cat would disturb him at night. I had come home and noticed the cat was gone, but for some reason I knew it was him. My parents were gone too, and I also somehow knew that they had taken it to a hospital (well guess should be a vet) in vain. I have visions of its entrails scattered throughout the house. For some reason also, I knew the guy was eventually going to try to murder me too, so I had taken a knife in case. I wanted to kill him, but didn't.

Also for some reason, I have the feeling that guy was supposed to be my roommate. I guess because of his complaints of not being able to sleep at night.

He somehow knew that I wanted to kill him too I think, but eventually some war propped out, and he'd achieved some great power capable of killing me, and a huge war broke out (of the fantasy/medieval kind no less) but I somehow managed to find my way to him to battle and eventually kill him in an underwater fight because my cat's spirit had somehow helped me or something. I think it faded out as I was chopping/ripping his hair (which was in a ponytail) off (which for some reason was devastating to him, and I'd chopped the beard off first).

Then it was all just a movie I was watching with BST people, who when I asked what they thought of the movie, had apparently fallen asleep through parts of it.

I also felt right after waking up that somehow vengeance was the theme of the dream.

O_o I usually don't remember my dreams that clearly (haven't for a long time).

As far as dream analysis goes... well I already know why I identify that guy as my roommate. It's easy for an image of home to come up in a dream, seeing as how I've spent most of my life there. And interestingly, come to think of it, the cat that died in the dream is actually also dead (just of old age, nothing that gruesome). The gruesomeness I somehow link to watching Elfen Lied, and that huge epic battle is just reminiscent of the countless games/animes I've watched and played in the past. And BST peeps, well, I've been hanging around with them a lot, and I was with them yesterday, so... yeah, easy for the images to pop up. As for vengeance... well, I'm certainly prone to thoughts of vegeance to slights against me, although I usually do just let it go and don't actually carry my plans out. Perhaps the dream was a venue for me to actually achieve my vengeance while actually justifying it as a sort of self-defense?

Oh, and now I have this song in my head, can't rememeber from where, except it's a choir, and that it's a slow, a little sad melody. Kinda like the Elfen Lied opening, but with kids. More like the choir that sang the Church of Glass song from Oscar and Lucinda (but I think even fewer of you know of that movie). Maybe it's from Slayers? Anyway, it would work as an ending song for that movie/dream well.
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Arafat's dead and Firefox 1.0 is released
POSTED AT 12:21 AM in General




AD&D
POSTED AT 02:27 AM in Gaming

Heh, rolled up a character for the RBJ game. I'd still prefer 3E rules though, and maybe would go for 3.5E too. When's 4E coming out?

Already, I don't like AD&D's rules.
Currently feeling okay




Microsoft guilty of using warez
POSTED AT 06:15 PM in General

Oh, the irony.
Currently feeling amused




Something to ruin your day
POSTED AT 06:53 PM in General


Currently feeling sympathetic




AD&D, the actual game
POSTED AT 03:01 AM in Gaming

That was fun, albeit... chaotic. Only had 3 people, but the DM had an NPC. I'm destined to become a rules lawyer.
Currently feeling okay




The Definitive Guide to the Elfen Lied opening
POSTED AT 01:43 PM in General

Yes, I actually went through the trouble to look it all up. Here are my results

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam et lingua eius loquetur iudicium
The mouth of the just shall meditate wisdom: and his tongue shall speak judgment.
This is from Psalms 36:30 (Douay-Rheims Bible)

Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem, Quoniam cum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae
Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for, when he hath been proved, he shall receive the crown of life which God hath promised to them that love him.
This is from James 1:12 (Douay-Rheims Bible) Yes, I know the OST book says "Quoniqm," but as far as I can tell, that's actually a misspelling.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison
Our Lord, divine fire, have mercy
This is from a text called The Alchemical Mass, written by Nicholas Melchior Cibenensis (specific spellings may differ). The text describes an alchemical process in the form of a Mass. It appears in the Theatrum Chemicum Vol III. 1602.

O quam sancta, quam serena,
quam benigma, quam amoena
O castitatis Lilium

Oh how sacred, how serene,
how benign, how pleasant,
Oh lily of purity.

This is from the Saturday Office of the Blessed Virgin Mary (Officium de Beata Maria Virgine in Sabbato), and is a medieval chant for a liturgical feast.

Sources: The Douay-Rheims Bible (I chose this version as it is a translation from the Latin Vulgate), http://www.pfmentum.com/alchemical.html, http://www.alchemywebsite.com/mass.html, http://www.lib.latrobe.edu.au/MMDB/Feasts/l15001000.htm
Currently feeling inquisitive




Lele
POSTED AT 12:05 AM in General

Looks like Lele has disappeared off the internet, as she'd warned would happen several months ago. Hope I don't ever have to go through the same thing.
Currently feeling blah




Maybe the US isn't so bad after all!
POSTED AT 02:15 PM in General




So I didn't end up going to the convention...
POSTED AT 01:54 AM in General

'nuff said.
Currently feeling blah




We're not sorry
POSTED AT 04:54 PM in General

http://www.werenotsorry.net

This one's for the rest of you. Notice the differences (e.g. so many guns).
Currently feeling amused




Richard Simmons on Whose Line is it Anyway?
POSTED AT 12:51 AM in General




Sexual skill level
POSTED AT 12:46 PM in General

http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=2123

Flirting Skill Level - 68%
Kissing Skill Level - 48%
Cudding Skill Level - 74%
Sex Skill Level - 94%
Why They Love You: You are very sweet.
Why They Hate You: You won't take your socks off.

If only I really were that good.
Currently feeling amused




Possible short-term job?
POSTED AT 01:53 PM in General

Thanks to Rebecca, I may be able to do a bit of a programming job doing some interfaces for a Windows program. Hope I actually know enough to do it... because I don't think I've actually done it before. But they don't seem to care too much... so why not.
Currently feeling anxious




Random bits from today
POSTED AT 01:07 AM in General

So, because of the thing tomorrow, I skimmed a couple sites for examples on how to do graphics through C++ on Windows. Eh, not enough time to learn it (have to sleep because I'm meeting the people early tomorrow).

My aunt called, so I'll probably be going over for Thanksgiving. :D

Mai-Hime seems like a good anime (if it actually makes me watch several episodes at once, it's a good sign), too bad it'll only run for 13 episodes, but it's enough to tide me over the slow Fullmetal Alchemist and Naruto releases. I also now have the final season of Slayers.
Currently feeling okay




Programming
POSTED AT 12:41 AM in General

So I went at the prescribed time. Turns out they had thought I was an actual Computer Science major... so they were a bit disappointed, since they do actually need someone experienced enough to do stuff immediately. But, they do want me to go back in a couple days (which probably means Monday then), and I'll basically be tested on my programming skills (round 2 of this casual interview I suppose). In the meantime, I need to learn how to use Visual C++. Thank goodness for the internet! ^_^
Currently feeling okay




Bonfire Rally
POSTED AT 03:28 AM in General

Went to Bonfire Rally with Catherine, her roommate + friends, Diana, and Chih.

Hot, and then cold... very cold...

Being punctual sometimes sucks a lot.
Currently feeling okay




Football
POSTED AT 12:50 AM in General

Cal won, and I hear something about a cheap shot by Stanfurd, but I dunno what exactly happened. Guess it'll be in the Daily Cal on Monday. Lots of drunk people tonight.
Currently feeling blah




Tabulas search engine ranking
POSTED AT 11:42 PM in General

Cool, I'm #2 on Google for "tabulas" and #2 on Yahoo for "tabulas.com" :D
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Well someone's desparate...
POSTED AT 11:38 PM in General

"i need some free porn can u send me some cheerz" from http://www.tabulas.com/~dracil/29598.html

-_-
Currently feeling blah




BST Debate
POSTED AT 01:21 AM in General

Well, the actual debate itself was basically a farce because basically everyone was pro-independence and it's extremely hard to argue against your own side.

The real debating happened after the debate between Peter from SHKCA and several BST people and some old Taiwanese people. Ugh, see, they definitely had people with some opinions, so why the heck did they back down from our invitation? Things could have been so much more interesting if they had come. And none of the Chinese student groups had the guts to show (or even respond for that matter) either. Yeah, they'll rip our flyers and deface our sign, but actually go and debate? Nope.

Afterwards, a lot of us went for dinner at Orchid.
Currently feeling blah




More reason for me *not* to get a cell phone
POSTED AT 01:47 AM in General




Free stuff, what to get? Thanksgiving...
POSTED AT 01:18 AM in General

Hmm, time to redeem my AliceEveryday Reward points, but what to get? The binoculars with the digital camera in it is interesting, even though it's low-quality. But if I ever go into some crowded event in the future it might come in handy, otherwise, I'll probably just get some of the books.

Oh yeah, it's Thanksgiving now. The day where millions of people celebrate how their ancestors murdered innocent people in cold blood.
Currently feeling thoughtful




World of Waiting
POSTED AT 02:40 AM in General

Yeah, that's what WoW really stands for, not World of Warcraft.

http://www.leagueofpirates.com/sirvival/queuedance.html

http://www.augustmail.com/~pcsmith/DesignersNotes/
Currently feeling amused




National Day of Mourning, the issue of Taiwan
POSTED AT 02:56 AM in General

Happy (well, not really, but anyway) Day of Mourning (which is yesterday now)!

Well, went over to my relative's place at Milpitas. June and Henry came to pick me up. I've only met June once before, I think more than 10 years ago, and she's a distant cousin from my aunt's side, which I later confirmed for sure is Cantonese (her parents came in '49), so some Cantonese was spoken. Big turkey (actually the smallest one), took 4.5 hours to bake. I played War of the Ring with Henry, which took about 4 hours, took a very long time to setup, had to refer to the rules many times, next game should be better. Throughout the night, Angel or June kept adding DVDs to watch, mostly chick flicks (one was an HK film, which was watched in Cantonese), although we started with Anger Management. So dinner was good, and Henry tried to compete with me but failed. We only managed to finish off the appendages.

June left a couple hours after dinner, and I started to use Angel's laptop, which was riddled with problems, thanks to tons of spyware (190 problems on Spybot) and a couple viruses/trojans. I couldn't even run most programs at first until I got a registry fix. The rest of the night was spent scanning the laptop and fixing problems.

In the meantime, I discussed the issue of Taiwan and China with my aunt. To sum it up, she basically feels that Taiwan isn't doing very well. Taiwan does not have a lot of resources, especially human resources. All their talent has gone elsewhere, a lot of it sucked into China or just overseas as many people don't return to Taiwan once they go overseas. She stated how in Shanghai (where they were living for about 10 years), there are 200,000 Taiwanese officially, but unofficially, the figure is actually closer to 500,000,. That's just Shanghai alone. She also said how a lot of people in China who thought Taiwan was much better, after actually going to Taiwan, see that it's actually nothing spectacular and it's too crowded and so on. In other words, Taiwan's glory days are over, and it's really just in a state of decline now, and she feels at least that this is a decline that is relative to the situation of other Asian countries (i.e., other countries were hit bad during 1997, but Taiwan's actually doing worse than many of the countries economically).

Also, one of the reason she cites for people leaving Taiwan is the instability of Taiwan's society. Taiwan is becoming more and more inward looking. You rarely get any non-Taiwanese news anymore. As a result, people are getting lost in all the trivial news (like scandals and that sort of stuff I suppose), which is actually the same way I feel about the US's news. The difference though, she says, is that the US can afford to do this, being such a powerful (if not the most powerful) country. Taiwan cannot afford to do the same and lose sight of the outside world because Taiwan is nowhere near as strong. Anyway, she disagrees with this focus on the local stuff, and feels that there are more important things to worry about in Taiwan. The first of which is improving stability, then maybe the economy.

Meanwhile, she feels the opposite is happening in China, and they are able to lure people with a lot of skills there. As a result, everything Taiwan used to be known for, China can do, and do better, or will soon. She cited some past examples of products, and how if you buy things, there's a great chance it's manufactured in China. She says that this is happening to the electronics industry too in Taiwan. It's losing its ability to compete with China. Thus, if Taiwan becomes independent, it would just lead to Taiwan's demise as China does not have to cooperate with Taiwan economically. In the past, yes, but in Taiwan's current state, there isn't such a big incentive. On the other hand, she doesn't think Taiwan should be reunified either. In fact, because of the above reasons, China doesn't really want Taiwan back. They've already got most of Taiwan's talent, and as long as Taiwan does not become independent, China won't lose face. So it's actually in China's best interest to keep Taiwan in the status quo, but outwardly proclaim they want Taiwan to be reunified one day.

Politically, she would never vote Green, but she wouldn't necessarily vote for Blue either. For example, Ma Ying-Jeou she would vote for, but the presidential elections? Both candidates sucked too much for her to waste her time with voting.

As for the polls that are supposedly showing a surge in pro-independence sentiment in Taiwan, she feels that in Taiwan right now, people are just in the mood for something new. They've been with the KMT for so long so the want to see if another party can do better, and that's where the DPP comes in. Except things have not really changed for the better under their rule.

She also doesn't think too highly of all the pro-independence people who live outside Taiwan. She feels that these people are often pro-independence because it won't really affect them. If Taiwan really tried to declare independence and China actually invaded, they aren't the ones to suffer while they live in Japan, the US, or somewhere else. It is the people in Taiwan. Yet, the people in Taiwan are being influenced into joining this blind fanaticism by the very people who have the least at stake.

We also talked about Simplified Chinese, and she basically talked about how a lot of the words are actually found in dictionaries or were in older Chinese text, so there really shouldn't be any outcry on the use of those words. She says how her father had read some text after the whole simplification process, and said that a lot of the simplified stuff he already recognized as already being commonly used in China unoffically by the people. But she definitely disagrees with merging words that have the same sound but different meanings into a single word, and she says that in China, there are actually people who are trying to fix those words. Also, some simplified words were not officially created, but came about as a result of convenience or ignorance (i.e., they didn't know they were using a word incorrectly). Kinda like the kind of spelling mistakes and shorthands you see on the internet nowadays for the English language.
Currently feeling content and thoughtful




Red Friday
POSTED AT 12:29 AM in General

Well I'm back. For some reason I'm sleepy already. Didn't really go do the Black Friday stuff. Looks like one of my roommates didn't go back home for Thanksgiving.
Currently feeling sleepy




Board game night!
POSTED AT 01:28 AM in Gaming

*Note: All names will be my best phonological approximation.

Had a board game night at James' place. Yan-Feng was also picked up, Krish was already there, and Drew came later. We had West Coast pizza (about 4 slices each).

We started off with Tigris & Euphrates. Haven't quite grasped the strategy for that, and ended up losing. I think James won, despite complaining about being last place throughout the game. That's the second time he's done that. Don't trust him when he says he's losing. Then we had a game of Bang, where the Good Guys (James and Yan-Feng) won. I think Transamerica was next and Krish took the lead, Drew second, and the rest of us were tied for last. There was a game of Guillotine somewhere in there and Yan-Feng won, and I did alright (second or third). Afterwards, Krish and Drew left, so we played San Juan, which I won with 35, James with 32, and Yan-Feng had 20+ points. Then we ended the night with two games of Once Upon a Time, which would definitely make a great party game (Yan-Feng ended the first game badly, but the second game was cool, and I should have won it but I didn't make a connection with my last card to the story until I passed).
Currently feeling satisfied




Shopping
POSTED AT 01:53 AM in General

Oh yes, finally got that fertilizer. Hopefully my plant will start looking better now.

And shopping somewhere often is definitely a good way to get deals. One of the guys at the Safeway Deli always gives me extra pieces of chicken. I guess it makes up for when they run out of stuff and make me substitute a lesser valued piece (not everyone is as nice ). Although I'm not actually sure I should say his name in case this is something he shouldn't be doing.
Currently feeling grateful




Birthday dinner
POSTED AT 02:03 AM in General

Today was Connie's birthday dinner. We went to Saigon Seafood Harbor. Unlike what the reviews said, the food there was not that inexpensive, but it was decent enough. Oh, and everyone ate Diana's tofu today (you won't get it if you don't understand Chinese).
Currently feeling okay




Rebecca's turtles
POSTED AT 12:20 AM in General

Man it's cold! It's only 4 degrees!

Went to Rebecca's place earlier today to see her turtles. Moments after leaving my house, I was approached by two Mormon missionaries, who proceeded to follow me for a block before giving up. They didn't get further than attempting to dig up my personal info, so it was no fun.

So anyway, about the turtles. When I arrived, Rebecca was feeding them some worms. I got to play with the little one. Not very responsive. They don't mind being touched, which I thought was surprising. They also don't look before jumping off my hand. Quite different from other pets, which will generally respond to the slightest touch (usually by avoidance).

Afterwards, I ended up watching the Fight Club and an episode of Fear Factor on her TV. Also got some food from her (thanks! :D), a normal meal + some donuts/donut holes we got later from King Pin.
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