Yeah, it's finally over (SAD = Singles Awareness Day). Got back a little while ago from a boba run with other single people (
BST peeps! Maybe we should rename the club: Berkeley's Single Taiwanese? :D Ok, on occasion, there have been people involved in a relationship, but it's still rare

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Since it's kinda relevant to the day, here's something I found:
Why I Will Never Have A Girlfriend
But seriously though, I'm actually not really picky, despite what that quiz I took a long time ago said. But there's the fact that I'm probably not as picky because I haven't actually been in a relationship before, so I don't truly know what I really want. People have asked me before if there was someone I liked. Well, maybe. See, I can basically imagine scenarios with any girl, what kind of relationship it would be like, the kind of difficulties that might occur, etc. depending on what I know about the person. Now of course, the thing is, you don't get into a relationship unless both parties are interested. And frankly, I'm not interested in making the moves, based on the string of past failures as well as the reality that I'm currently simply not good bachelor material. So essentially, it's a passive search, not an active one. If I was actively looking into getting a relationship, I'd probably focus a lot more energy on making myself more presentable and all that. Then again, if someone was actually interested in me in my current state, the chance of the relationship being successful would probably be greater, since then they're interested even with the current flaws.
But then again, it could be argued that I'm actually *extremely* picky, and because I haven't found *the one* (whatever that is), I simply don't care enough to initiate the self-improvement phase. Maybe. Then it becomes a race between that and becoming really desperate.
Related tidbit about my life, there's only been one occasion where a girl's actually approached me. I believe it was in 7th grade (or at least sometime in middle school). I think the girl's name was Jessica, and that she was taller than me too. I ignored it, since my social status in school at the time was mainly that of an outsider/outcast/pariah (not in the in-crowd, you know the drill [FYI, my status improved in high school, although I still flittered around the fringes of the various social circles, but I did have what I could call a core group of friends I hung out with a lot, although they were made up of at least two or three different circles]), so I took it as a practical joke meant to make fun of me. I still think it was. But maybe I'm just too cynical.

Besides, at the time, I was infatuated with some other girl in school.
And um, yes. I really do spend that much time analyzing my social situations with people.