Entries for August, 2005

Landed
POSTED AT 09:25 PM in General

Aside from a bunch of delays that caused my relatives to wait an additional 1.5 hours, everything went smoothly. Flight was rather uncomfortable though, as I couldn't really sleep, and the movies weren't that good and my nose started running halfway through the flight (probably as a reaction to the lack of humidity in the plane) that stopped before we landed.

Oiling went alright, although I think I made the hole too big, but the fan is spinning nice and quiet.

It's also actually kinda warm here.
Currently feeling relieved




Jetlagged?
POSTED AT 10:49 PM in General

Went to bank to deposit all that money.

Think I may still be a bit jetlagged although I slept and woke up properly since I'm rather sleepy at the moment.
Currently feeling sleepy




School stuff
POSTED AT 11:15 PM in General

Made some calls to USF to verify some stuff.
Currently feeling okay




OCF go boom. Again.
POSTED AT 11:51 PM in General

Well that's a bummer. My OCF account got deactivated again because my site was defaced MONTHS ago and they only just noticed. If only I had just deleted that index.htm and all of b2...

In any case, I don't know if I'll be able to reactivate it again.

So for now, I've basically lost almost everything on it. The only things I really cared about were my scripts, only one of which was salvaged. Looks like I'm going to have to remake the other one, but I'm more experienced now, so I can do it a lot faster and it'll probably also be better coded.

So I began looking around for some new hosts. Couple nice hosts are http://www.gwgaming.net and http://www.freewebsitehost.net, although I'm not sure what their max file size limits are yet. If it's <25mb, then I'm not going to be able to do my Peercast script properly I think. I probably will only be able to use a smaller single language font, so no more mixed Chinese and Japanese text. Probably be using a Japanese font, since most of my songs are in Japanese and so that's what it needs.

The two sites actually basically use the exact same tools for their hosting, so it's completely similar from registration to actual uploading stuff. Except the first one offers more space/bandwidth, at the expense of ads (which don't matter for the scripts).
Currently feeling blah




Oops?
POSTED AT 11:08 PM in General

Well today was a day of misfortune. My aunt got pulled over twice by the police today. The first time was for letting my cousin out in the middle of a street, and we think it's only because the car behind us honked, which got the policeman's attention.

Then, coming back, they tried to squeeze my cousins' friends in the back. The cop pulled us over because he noticed someone wasn't wearing a seatbelt. But this one was nicer and let us off without a ticket, as long as one person disembarked (one of my cousin's friend went off since he lived close enough), which is something as the fine would've been at least $500.
Currently feeling blah




Milpitas Fitness Center
POSTED AT 11:06 PM in General

So I went to the gym my relatives have been going to since although the daily price is outrageous, getting an extended guest membership doesn't increase it by that much, so it's not too bad. I think I saw some equipment that was at ISB, although they had some newer stuff.
Currently feeling sleepy




Fire from Water
POSTED AT 10:58 PM in General

Link

Yes, it's really just a gimmick. It's inefficient and not really clean, and cheats a little by using electricity, but it's still a funny idea nonetheless.
Currently feeling geeky




Moving stuff going to be expensive...
POSTED AT 11:14 PM in General

So since the people who moved my stuff want $170 even though there's not nearly as much stuff (although the distance is greater), I looked at other options, but they aren't that much cheaper either, around $130+tip.
Currently feeling blah




New peercast script
POSTED AT 09:01 PM in General

Peercast script is up again! That means you can see what my radio's playing again. :D

No fancy coloring this time. Gonna actually look at the code and clean it up this time as well (it's a modified version of someone else's script [which he modified from yet another person's script], and I don't need everything that's being grabbed there). This may help it load a tad faster.
Currently feeling geeky




My humor Style
POSTED AT 10:01 AM in General

the Idiot Savant

(22% dark, 57% spontaneous, 42% vulgar)
your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT


You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.

Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 5% on dark
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 89% on spontaneous
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 74% on vulgar

Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating
Currently feeling amused




Gmail crashes Firefox
POSTED AT 09:26 PM in General

For me at least. Happens around 1/3 to 1/2 the time. Not quite sure what's the deal, although it's probably caused by some extension I've installed. Or perhaps it's because I've blocked off Google's ads.

That's why the Session Saver extension is a godsend. It'll reload my pages as they were if there's a crash. I don't think it saves the stuff I was typing though (in Tabulas, or on forums)
Currently feeling okay




1150
POSTED AT 09:21 PM in General

Calories burned on the machines. Or so they say. That's almost an entire day's worth of lying in bed.
Currently feeling accomplished




Uncle
POSTED AT 08:04 PM in General

My cousin, to his sister: "All we talk about is cocks" (about one of his guy friends)

My uncle arrived here today, so it was somewhat of a reunion for my relatives.

Received some criticisms and other (well-meaning) unsolicited advice. For example, I was told that I should go marry an American girl so I can stay in the US. Joking about it with friends is one thing, but to receive it as serious advice is another thing, and I really didn't like the idea. He said that I needed to be practical. But practically speaking, if I hooked up with a girl here, chances are she's going to be an American anyway. There's really no need to stoop down to that level and consciously go after only girls with American citizenship...

Ick.

Other than that, things are more lively around here, and my cousins are using his visit as an excuse to finally eat some real food and get away from their exercise/diet regime.
Currently feeling mixed




Intelligent Design
POSTED AT 02:57 PM in General, Philosophy

Just doing my part to help google bomb and educate people.

So go learn more about Intelligent Design, and why it's a load of crap.
Currently feeling tired




On accepted culture and male homosexuality
POSTED AT 09:57 PM in General

My uncle: "I want to see you naked tomorrow."

O_o

It was about my refusal to shower in the gym since it's a completely open shower place. But it's not just about not wanting other people to see me naked. But I don't really want to see other guys naked either. I'd rather see girls naked.

Someone made a good point on a forum about how in some cultures, it's the "manly" thing to do to look at sweaty men grabbing each other. Or specifically, this was the quote: "If a guy writes beautiful poetry, we think he's gay. If he's a skilled and graceful dancer, we think he's gay. If he spends his time grunting and straining while in intimate physical contact with another guy in a ring, it's OK: He's a pro wrestler."

I think this is somehow related.

Heck, the "bonds" between men in what is traditionally seen as "manly" activities like sports and the military treads a very thin line between a sort of non-sexual love. Or in some cases, very much sexual as well, where these relationships were used to boost their morale.

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We had lunch at Uncle Sam's buffet. My uncle kept joking about how I've been "tortured" since coming back by being denied good food on account of my cousins dieting. Food was pretty nice I think, and not too expensive this time because it was for lunch, ended up around $8 per person, which includes tax, tips, and drink as well.

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I'm now #1 on Google for "Hong Meiling" thanks to this entry.

I've dropped a few places for "lolicons" and I'm still several pages down for "lolicon"
Currently feeling okay




-_-
POSTED AT 10:56 PM in General

Meh, disappointment.

So David called me last night for various activities with BST today. Shortly before the afternoon stuff, he called and said something came up, so that's cancelled. Then shortly before the dinner another call and another cancellation. -_-

Of course, this wrecked havoc with other plans that could've been scheduled for today.

Perhaps it's a sign?

Except I don't really believe in signs.
Currently feeling annoyed




People
POSTED AT 10:37 PM in General

It's amazing how people will use sarcasm to get you to do something, despite it generally producing the opposite effect. I mean, if your goal is to insult the person, then you've succeeded, but don't get all pissy when they then proceed to ignore your request.

You can usually tell the loonies from their opening IM to you. There's just something about the way they write that lets you predict that they're the type to fly off the handle when you decide to ignore and subsequently block them. First thing you should do when IMing people is state who you are. If you can't trust me enough to do that, then I don't trust you enough to bother responding.

Just some things that happened today.

I think I've done about 1/2 of the non-big project coursework for one of my classes already... but the big projects could be very painful... so it might be closer to like 1/4 or 1/5.
Currently feeling okay




Long day outside
POSTED AT 10:30 PM in General

Feet hurt.

So it turns out international students get to move-in earlier. Went to SF with my relatives today, so completed some things at the university, and got my dorm key. Except I need an ID card to get in, so I need to see if I can get that early, otherwise it'll be a hassle. Dorm size is about the same as in Berkeley. Maybe slightly smaller. Oh, some good news is that, although the dorms is kinda far from campus, it's also really close to a Bank of America as well as Safeway, which should make things more convenient.

After that, we went to visit one of my relative's friend. Supposedly a pretty powerful/rich person in SF with shady connections. Then we ate at Cheesecake Factory and shopped around the mall there a bit.

1300 calories at the gym today, hence the hurting feet, and I'm also quite tired.

My uncle wants to move my stuff tomorrow, although there's a chance that not everything I want to bring will fit. Perhaps that means I'm carrying too much?
Currently feeling tired




Last day here
POSTED AT 08:47 PM in General

A cop came by in the morning. Apparently a house in the neighborhood was burglarized so he was checking if people had seen something.

I didn't actually move today, gonna move tomorrow.

Had dinner with one of my uncle's coworker's family. We tried to go to the other buffet place but it turns out it's permanently closed, so we went to a Korean restaurant instead. The family's Christian, and their kids are conservative Christians as well, so as usual, I think I spooked them with my various topics. :D

Gonna be packing the computer up later.
Currently feeling okay




Done moving!
POSTED AT 11:12 AM in General

And I'm done moving!

Somewhere along the way, my monitor power cord got misplaced, so I had to get a new one just now. That, and my roommate actually moved in before me, much to my surprise. So he got the slightly better location. But other than that, everything went pretty smoothly.

The location again, is not bad. Ideally, it's probably one of the safer places you could live in. It's on the same block as a hospital, and on the opposite side is a police station. Didn't see where the fire station is though. Of course, living too close to these places could make it harder to sleep if they have to handle a lot of emergencies.

Also just one block away a supermarket, which is an alternative to Safeway if I'm lazy, and there's an ATM close by as well, and a Bank of America center is supposed to be close as well. Now I just need to figure out when and where the shuttle and buses does pickups.

The room's also kinda warm, which is nice I guess.

Edit: That supermarket is way overpriced, so it's probably not an alternative. But only one more block away is a Farmer's Market, with stuff that seem to be pretty cheap.

Eating out doesn't seem like a viable option as most of the places here are in the $10+ range. Haven't seen one of those $1.25/entree places yet.

Edit 2: The Safeway here is smaller, no deli. But it's definitely cheaper. Cheapest restaurant I've found now is $3.50 for their lunch special. Oh, one thing I noticed about the Farmer's Market is that it's almost all older people there. I take that as a sign it's probably cheap and better. Oh, and the showers here kinda suck. No place to put stuff.
Currently feeling content




No ports open!
POSTED AT 10:20 PM in General




Touhou Carnival
POSTED AT 12:15 AM in General

http://magicacid.sakura.ne.jp/cis-trance/touhoucarnival.htm

O_o

A clubbing event featuring music from fans of a doujin game!

AKA, pretty much the only way you'd be able to get me to go clubbing*



*Does not mean I will dance
Currently feeling amazed




Japantown
POSTED AT 04:02 PM in General

Well, so the meeting with my advisor's scheduled or 11:30 on Tuesday, so I decided to walk all the way to Japantown. Didn't buy anything, since most stuff was too expensive, around 2x what it would be in Japan, but wanted to check it out anyway as this is only the second time I've been there. Wasn't too bad getting there, but getting back, there was an annoying uphill section. All in all, it's about 30-40 minutes walking each way. Not something I'm going to do again unless there's some special festivities there, and I think I'll just take the bus next time, especially since they come rather regularly.

Graduate students don't get Muni passes.
Currently feeling tired




International Student Orientation + SF Games
POSTED AT 11:46 PM in General

Wow, one long orientation today. Half of it was stuff I already knew. I went off to a table alone at the beginning to look at the stuff in the packets. By the time it was over, my table was filled with Taiwanese MBA grad students. There's a LOT of Taiwanese people here. Most seem to be business or economics or in the English program. Oh, and I won a cup at the end (one per table). I guess I got lucky being the first one to sit there although I didn't know about it beforehand.

Random things I noticed about the ISS here: one of the ISS workers is Japanese, and one of them's lived in Japan for a long time. And there seems to be no males.

Afterwards, I decided to go check out the SF Games group here. A bit far, two bus rides which took about 40 minutes + 20 minutes of waiting time. I arrived early so got a bagel there to eat, and they started trickling in. Played Star Traders, was *very* close to winning, but was foiled twice, while I foiled the second place guy once, which allowed the third place guy to win unimpeded. I think they were a little surprised at how quickly I grasped the rules, but the side effect of that is that I can tend to become a rules lawyer.

Afterwards, I brought out Category 5, but they didn't seem interested, except another new guy came called Albert, who I later found was originally from Canada. So I played with him for about an hour and a half, and I won every round except one.

Meanwhile, we talked a lot, and it was essentially networking. When he heard of what I was studying, he was about to ask me to apply for a job at his company, except that by the time I'm done with the program, the project he's on would have been finished (his current project is working on a MMORPG game, which is why what I'm studying would be relevant). Got his business card, and learned a bit about the industry too, based on what he's been doing in the past, and how he decides to switch jobs, etc. When we were done for the night, he even gave me a ride home. :D We talked about geocaching and some other stuff in the car as well, and he even lived in the same district as where I am now. In a nutshell, we hit it off rather well. Hopefully I'll see him again.

And who said playing games was useless. Well, in a social group like this, it's probably better than playing games at home on a computer since you can actually interact with people in person, and most of these people are older folks too, which means the interactions and conversations may yield more useful information, like today.

As for the rest of the group, well, first of all it's a *very* large group. I think up to five tables in the cafe + many more chairs was taken over for gaming. It has been around for over 10 years after all. But based on that first game I played, I think some people may get a little too... emotional while playing the games. Or maybe it's just 'cause I'm not used to them yet.

I'll probably go by again in the future if I'm not too busy.

In other news, my dorm seems to have a Harry Potter theme going on (my floor's "Hufflepuff"). And I can't believe I forgot to bring plates! Although there are some paper plates in the kitchen here.
Currently feeling content




BBQ
POSTED AT 07:47 PM in General

Happy Birthday Varisa!

So today was the BBQ thing with Rebecca's church/fellowship. Was supposed to be picked up by a girl called Janey, but she didn't get up till late, so Rebecca ended up having to pick me up herself (thanks Rebecca!)

I was the second pickup, and the third pickup was Mamie, except she was stuck for a while because there were some kids at home and no one to look after them if we left before the grandmother came home. Eventually, we were on our way.

As almost everyone there was Cantonese, I had some trouble interacting, and thus ended up following the Rebecca (for English translations) or Mamie (for Mandarin translations). Rebecca's the only person I knew, but since I talked to Mamie a fair bit on the ride there, I was a bit more comfortable talking to her as well, although occasionally others would help translate bits for me too. I finally met Andy, who's also a board gamer, and actually went to SF Games as well, although he didn't think there was enough activity there when he went. I think he's the guy David was talking about yesterday who said I looked similar to (Asians look alike? Although I don't really look like him I think).

Food was good and plentiful. There was a worship thing, and then there were some activities like tag and some other ice breaker type stuff. Slipped once on the dry dirt while rushing towards the tree (the safe area). Mainly just got my clothes dirty from that.

Oh yes, I got into the debate stuff again, and eventually their advisor, Edward came by and I guess challenged me to a bit of debate. We didn't really make any headway with each other though. Christians, esp. Protestants in the US really do seem to be more conservative. Rather unfortunate I think (but then again, I'm more liberal and thus biased).

Met someone who used to be an undergrad at USF (now married with kids). Guys were outnumbered around 4:1 or 3:1. And most people's names I've already forgotten now. There's too many and I've never been good at names...

I had a ride from a girl called Becky for the ride back since she lived closer to me than Rebecca (yeah, I guess I was transported by girls with similar names).

I still need to help chip in for the food cost at some later date.

Non-Random thought: Is asking for people's screennames/emails the equivalent of asking for their phone numbers now (along with whatever implications that entails)?
Currently feeling okay




Various school matters
POSTED AT 09:58 PM in General

Some time last night my card key stopped working. At first I thought everything was alright, because the door was propped open and the front desk said something had gone wrong with the system and it should be fixed shortly. Later though, the doors were closed and I found out my card key still didn't work, but my roommate's did. So I started wondering if I had damaged the key when I fell yesterday. So I made a trip to the Card Office and apparently, I only had early arrival access, and sometime yesterday the access was revoked, which is probably why the people at the front desk had thought there was a glitch in the system. But they gave me full access so my card key works now.

One of my class sites was updated today, and I found to my chagrin that one of the projects had an earlier due date than last year. This was the "easy" project, which if I didn't find easy, the class was supposed to "overwhelm" me. The date meant that I would have about a week from when class started to complete it. So I paniced a bit and started working on it. Well technically, I was planning on starting today and finishing up tomorrow anyway before I met my advisor on Tuesday, but I was feeling lazy. Anyway, I spent part of the night on it, and I actually already pretty much finished! It really was easy, which means the class difficulty shouldn't be too bad then.

I just had bad memories with hash tables from Berkeley, which is probably why I was feeling worried since the project made use of it.

Confidence+1

Oh yeah, Bittorrent is actually working! So that means I actually can download stuff! But Share still doesn't work, which means no quick access to Japanese stuff.
Currently feeling happy




Rent my child
POSTED AT 06:19 PM in General

www.rentmydaughter.com and www.rentmyson.com

Um... wow.
Currently feeling curious




It's a Small World
POSTED AT 08:11 PM in General

So first, my roommate's girlfriend's younger brother is at the same high school that my cousins are at.

And Mamie's going to the same university as my distant cousin.

And I just found out that one of my floormates went to the university that my mom teaches at now, so they may actually know each other.

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So talked to my advisor today. Went well. He hadn't done the fellowship stuff yet so I'm going to go tomorrow morning to give them some time to be notified.
Currently feeling surprised




Google Talk
POSTED AT 11:43 PM in General

Yes, it's out, and I've tried it. Not that spectacular. Like other Google stuff, it's fast and clean, but to the point of being too simple and missing features that I'd really like. At least it doubles as a Gmail Notifier, otherwise I'd probably just get rid of it completely.

Oh, switched to GAIM. I'm surprised it actually uses more memory, even with all the bloat found in Trillian. But I want that available message (instead of just away messages).
Currently feeling okay




And so it will begin
POSTED AT 09:53 PM in General

Ah, first class starts tomorrow!

I don't think I like python. Sure, it's probably more efficient, but it's also hecka confusing since it doesn't follow the conventions used by other programming languages. I may need to get myself a python reference to keep everything straight in my head.
Currently feeling blah




Missing Links argument
POSTED AT 09:58 PM in General, Philosophy

One of the arguments Creationists love to use is complain about all the "missing links." The problem is that, if you show them a piece, they'll just keep asking for more. It's basically a stupid argument, and I'll quote something that's being passed around Christianforums recently as reason why.

Please show me the missing link in the following sequence of numbers.

1 - 1.8 - 2.1 - 2.183 - 2.5 - 2.61 - 2.838761 - 2.92 - 3.08 - 3.12 - 3.3 - 3.7 - 4.25 - 4.72 - 5

Is there one missing link or two? Are there several? Perhaps there are an infinite number of missing links. Does the fact that some of the numbers are missing mean we can't see a progression from 1 to 5?

The "missing link" as regards evolution is a myth. As long as we don't have the fossil remains of every single individual, people can claim there is a missing link. Just as one can always claim there is a missing link in any progression of numbers.

Currently feeling impressed




Cafeteria and more coincidences
POSTED AT 08:33 PM in General

Cafeteria food here is blah. Well, it's not bad per se, but it's more like the Golden Bear Cafe back in Berkeley. Which means there's really no point in eating at school, since it's the same as eating outside, except you don't have to pay sales tax. So I'm actually glad I don't have a meal plan now.

Oh, small world indeed, although in this case, it was more expected. Yesterday while on campus, I went to the library to look for some books on Python. While there, there was this girl that was in that section. The thought had crossed my mind that since that section was all programming books, she's probably in CS or something. Turns out, she's actually in Internet Engineering as well, and thus both my classes. We both recognized each other, but didn't realize who we were until the end of class when we started talking. So it turns out she'd already checked out the book that I was looking for, that's why I couldn't find it. What's more is that she lives exactly two blocks away, same corner of the street and all that. This will probably make it convenient for studying or working on projects.
Currently feeling surprised




A nice, long Friday
POSTED AT 10:41 PM in General

Orientation today! Went there with Xia, since we live close by and all. The actual orientation was basically introducing us to all the professors and what their research areas and classes are. So seems like our fellowship does have a string attached after all. We're expected to start doing research with them next semester. Which is good I guess (resume-wise, and since the research may be paid as well, that's like double money then).

Afterwards, I went with her to apply for her SSN and then I showed her around Japantown which is right next to the SS office. After that, she showed me Clement street, which is close by. It's basically Chinatown squashed into one street! :D That means cheap (relatively) Asian stuff! And they have the cheaper restaurants there as well. Lots of dim sum places, and $3.50 two-entree places. So I guess this helps alleviate some of my food problem. There's even a Walgreens there, although their cheapest bread is $1.50, so no cheap bread like at Berkeley. After that, I showed her where Safeway was since she'd forgotten where it was, and I got me some bagels (eating that bagel last week at Muddy's Coffeehouse basically made me want more bagels).

Rested a couple hours and then had a little trouble deciding where to go for the night. I decided not to go to SF Games since I was already out half the day walking around SF. I decided to check out the anime club first and then the ISA. Only four other people, and apparently they haven't had a new member in quite a while, much less one who looked up the club and came by himself. The DVD player in the room didn't support multi-region encoding, so they played dubbed GTO. Also gathered some information about the network situation here. Apparently, the port blocking only started this year, and these people have a major hoard of anime. We're talking terabytes.

The people were pretty much what I kinda expected. Geeks and all.

It ended at 8, so I rushed to the ISA place, but they'd already ended. Even though their flyer had said they would be there till 10:30. Oh well.

So I'm still not sure what I'll be doing with my Friday nights yet.

Oh yeah, so there are actual floor meetings after all here! I thought I was never going to be properly introduced to the people in my dorms.

Oh, weather's been pretty nice recently. The sun's actually out with no fog. But at night, it's still kinda cold. Although I've currently succeeded in entering this mental state that blocks out the cold while I'm walking. So I actually prefer my light jacket while walking. The cold wind feels pretty nice. But as soon as I wake up one day cold, I'll lose that immunity to the cold again probably for the rest of the year.

Meanwhile, the list of stuff I want to bring over tomorrow keeps growing.

Edit: Some more stuff I forgot to mention

Was properly introduced to Yi-Ting (who's also called Karen! ). I think I hesitated for a moment because of the name when being introduced.

Xia started talking to this girl while we were in this store in Japantown. Turns out their parents taught at the same university back in China.

While coming back from the club, there was a woman standing outside the dorm. She asked me if I was Chinese, then proceeded to speak to me in English. She wanted me to give these two bags of stuff to some guy on the third floor, so I agreed. Apparently she'd been waiting there for two hours already. Left a note at his door and he came for it about 10 minutes later. I'd thought she was his mom, but apparently she isn't, so I'm not sure who that woman was and I didn't want to pry.
Currently feeling content




Birthday celebration
POSTED AT 11:04 PM in General

Tired.

Got up nice and early to go to Fremont. Bus route dropped me off at the Tenderloin. -_- There must be a better route I can take. Total trip took like 2 hours. Couldn't find my book so I must've sold it, and I guess I didn't bring the detergent 'cause I couldn't find that either. Hmm, going to see if one of my classmates still has her book, in which case I'll see if I can borrow it for the semester. Otherwise, the book's gonna be expensive.

David picked me up at 1 for karaoke. Aaron, Jenny, and Eric came too. Not often we only have five people, which meant we could rotate more often. Karaoke's weird thing is that, more people means more costly rooms and you get to sing less. Eric left near the end. Afterwards, the rest of us decided to go to Todai instead of Edoko. Food at Todai's definitely much better than what we would've gotten at Edoko. We all ate well. But David and Jenny paid for the entire meal since the whole day today was to celebrate our (me + Aaron) birthdays. Eep. Yes, I know it's tradition that people pay for the birthday people's meals, but you don't usually have to end up paying 100% more, especially at a place like Todai! It's too much money, so I'm going to have to repay this favor in the future. And thank you everyone who made it today for being there. :D

Afterwards, David dropped Jenny off at her car near the karaoke place, dropped Aaron off, and then got a little lost taking me back, but we made it back eventually.

Night scenes are depressing I think. Whether it's seeing the cities from afar, or looking at people on the streets or just the houses that I go by, I envision loneliness and emptiness in the people, or at least what I imagine of their lives. When I see lights in a building, perhaps because I'm looking at it from the tinted windows of a car, but they always seem dim, like energy and the general life force of the people inside is fading away. I'm not sure if this is a manifestation of my general outlook on life or what. It may also be because most of my life I've been used to waking up really early, so I'm really more of a day person and thus shun the night as a symbol of separation from people as well as a sign of the end of things, even if I do stay up and wake up later now.
Currently feeling grateful




Just Another Sunday
POSTED AT 08:10 PM in General

No book

Well, so I've ordered through Amazon. Will get book on Wednesday. About same price as getting used book here, but it'll be a new book.

So looked at some class stuff again today. Looks like the lecture topic's being slightly reordered for this year, and there may be more work. Although it may just be like last year and stuff gets dropped.

Walked around Clement street again and checked out the bookstores there. Bookstores and gamestores are kinda similar. Most times I go in, I'm probably not going to buy anything. But I like looking at all the stuff and being tempted.

Speaking of games, one thing I've noticed is that I actually spend more time thinking and talking about games than I do actually playing the games. It's weird. Furthermore, the act of *thinking* about playing is sometimes more enjoyable. I think it's because when I actually get down to playing, it sometimes starts feeling more like a chore when I try to progress to the next "level" of the game (which can mean different things depending on the game). And if it starts to feel like a chore, it kinda defeats the whole purpose of playing in the first place.

We had a floor meeting today. Seems like Chinese, Thai, and Japanese is THE link here. There's two Japanese people here. Three people who speak Chinese. And three people who speak Thai (one guy's actually Thai!).

There seems to still be two people who are MIA from the floor though.
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More on my views of life
POSTED AT 10:30 PM in General, Philosophy

While talking to Shubha, and discussing about prospects for dating and whatnot, I mentioned something I'd thought about recently. It's something we don't usually think about when we think of other people. Usually we just think, people die, people get born, and the general human population is increasing, and we're always meeting new people.

But the thing is, while it's true for the human population as a whole, it's not true for each generation. For those of us in our generation, there's only so many of us. And we're slowly dying off. Every day, more of us are succumbing to disease, accidents, murders, and other things. And no new blood can ever enter our generation, by its very definition.

So people you meet who are in your generation share a special temporal bond with you. They were born at the same time, they grew up in the same era, and they will die together with you. In a way, it's like being part of a race that's been doomed to extinction.

Not sure if I'm having these types of thought because of the symbolic increase in my age. After all, when I think about it, I've probably lived around 1/3 of my life already. Possibly even less if I'm unlucky.

Edit: In relation to these pessimistic thoughts, today's Sunday, which reminds me of that Gloomy Sunday song, which led me to think if it might've been an inspiration to the movie "Suicide Club" since the people who committed suicide in that movie had listened to music from a band that was supposedly known for causing suicides.
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Second day of class
POSTED AT 10:38 PM in General

Meh with ITS. I still don't have a long distance call code and who knows what else becuase apparently, my record's missing from one of their systems. Need to call them again tomorrow.

Second day of class for me. Mostly intro, got our dictionary project, which had its due date moved back four days. Talked with Xia about the project on the way back, which led to talk about personality, jobs, and life in general. We stood at the corner of her house for about 2.5 hours just talking.

Roommate showed up this morning with his girlfriend, and she's taking the bus back tomorrow real early in the morning.

I've been feeling more sleepy recently for some reason.
Currently feeling okay




Another day
POSTED AT 10:36 PM in General

Mmm, more homework. Finished most of it though. More ambiguities.

The university network Just. Plain. Sucks.

Free printing for CS students = good.

My book also arrived today. One day earlier than expected.

Don't think there was anything else important.
Currently feeling sleepy




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