Entries for January, 2006

Happy New Year
POSTED AT 09:40 AM in General

So starting from yesterday... we were the only ones to go at first to my grandmother's place because my relatives were off at some wedding.

The Kouhaku show was alright, my prediction was right though, the White team won. That's 7 years of alternating wins now, which means this year the Red team should win. In retrospect, I think I would've liked Orange Range to have appeared and sing Asterisk. Was surprised to see Porno Graffitti there because one of the main members had left. Yukie Nakama was one of the hosts. Didn't recognize her at first, but eventually realized she was the teacher in Gokusen when they called her Yangumi at one point and did the "Fight-o, oh!" line. My mom kept insisting that she was someone else, but I verified that it was indeed her later online.

Went there again today for dinner. Ended with my relatives showing off stuff on their video and digital cameras.
Currently feeling sleepy




Well into the break
POSTED AT 08:52 AM in General

The university billing system sucks. One long distance phone bill for 39 cents (to the Thai consulate when I called to check on what they wanted for my visa) back in November or so only appeared today (or this weekend).

So much to download, because I don't know how my downloading situation will be now that our dorm has cut over to the actual school network instead of using some crappy DSL connection.
Currently feeling okay




Movie watching
POSTED AT 09:02 AM in General

Watched Batman Begins today because it had the highest rating on IMDB of a bunch of DVDs I selected from my parents' collection. I think it was the only one that had a score higher than a 8 (or 7 for that matter).

Made me curious about Batman's history so I did some reading on Wikipedia.

I'll probably be watching Kingdom of Heaven next as it's the next highest rated movie at 6.9.




Maxwell in Thailand, grandmother's birthday
POSTED AT 10:00 AM in General

Watched the entire Maxwell in Thailand DVD set today (just 4 hours or so). I'd say it was just ok. I mentioned last night when I heard bits of the beginning that his style of talking sounds like brainwashing, and my dad had a fit and told me to "be brainwashed then" because it's good stuff. -_-

Uh... just 'cause the guy gives a bunch of talks and people listen and buy his stuff doesn't necessarily mean what comes out of his mouth isn't still just pure BS. Case in point: www.drdino.com. Every week or so, another newbie/idiot member starts a thread on www.christianforums.com talking as if that guy's thoughts and ideas on Creationism was the greatest thing since sliced bread, when he is incapable of doing anything else except spouting PRATTs even the other Creationist organizations have warned their members not to use anymore.

But back to Maxwell, his ideas aren't all that new. A lot of it I've heard from various other sources, just in different forms and variations. The whole "My name is John, and I'm your friend" got a bit annoying. He probably said it 20 times over the entire thing, as well as the use of false dichotomies, and half the time, it seemed he was really more interested in selling his books. His life stories were interesting though.

Today was also my grandmother's birthday, so dinner celebration at a Chinese restaurant at a hotel. Food was flavorful, but they gave the impression that they kept skimping out on the good stuff. The lobster dish should've just been called a fruity lobster since it was mostly just the fruit. They probably even reuse the empty head in several dishes, because the amount of meat served was definitely not the amount implied by the size of the head. Swallow's nest dessert was also skimpy on the swallow's nest, although it was rather tasty, being cooked in a coconut.

The "children's" table (only one of us is actually still a minor) probably got more food because there were only five of us, as opposed to 8 people at the "grown-ups'" table.

Currently feeling okay




Tabulas upgrade
POSTED AT 09:02 AM in General, Website

Hmm...

Looks like Roy upgrading Tabulas to the new system either increased some of the limits on Tabulas, or it finally fixed my status properly (it was broken when I got one of the better subscription deals, which actually downgraded me into normal paid status). In any case, I think I have some extra limits on some stuff now, like more max uploaded files. Hmm... what do I want to upload that's under 8MB....
Currently feeling happy




Touhou 9.5 - Shoot the Bullet
POSTED AT 09:24 AM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Installed extra RAM and my GF4 on the P2-400 machine and now I can actually play Shoot the Bullet without any slowdowns.

First, it was just a couple 4-panel comics drawn by a fan, Tadashi Ishitsu:


Then ZUN finished turning it into a real game:


The more astute readers may notice that the spell card names don't match. That's because the comic drew its inspiration from this spellcard from Perfect Cherry Blossom (a different game in the series):


I'm mostly jumping through the levels by capturing three spell cards from the previous level. Managed to reach level 6. I really like the effect of Youmu's spell cards because they capture the feel of a swordfight in one of those Japanese movies (or at least the stereotype) through the slow motion effects while Youmu dashes across the screen in an instant with a sword slash.

Oh, images were taken from http://www.pooshlmer.com/wakaba and the Touhou wiki in case you're interested. There's also my About Touhou page. Now let's see if the Trackback thingie works...

Edit: It didn't. But I was able to do it manually using this.

Edit2: Oops, just realized I linked to the wrong entry.
Currently feeling content




Out most of the day
POSTED AT 09:34 AM in General

I hate not being told when things are happening until it's happening. It doesn't allow me to plan around stuff.

Got a haircut.

Got a singing lesson. The lesson itself was fine. Was able to sing loud enough to vibrate a piece of paper. Not being asked whether I wanted it or not, and giving me all sorts of pressure before it was not. As the teacher said, having some burden on the mind makes people not want to sing, like being put on the spot, and then becoming annoyed at me when it caused my mind to go blank. Unfortunately, the style of singing was not really suited for the type of songs I usually sing. I still look forward to the last lesson on Thursday though. Let's see what he can tell me about singing more popular songs (although like many music teachers, he seems to have a rather elitist attitude against them).

Dim sum-ish food for dinner was good.

I really really hate being filmed/having my picture taken if it's not for a group photo. I guess I consider it a sort of invasion of privacy. And watching family videos is boring. Ended the day watching a bunch of people attempting a really hard obstacle course on a Japanese game show, including a guy with "3% body fat" (who passed).

I think that pretty much summarizes the day.
Currently feeling mixed




Paragon
POSTED AT 09:16 AM in General

Went to this new biggest(?) department store in Thailand. Traffic wasn't as bad as was expected. Very spacious inside. which also means a lot of stores seem to be wasting their space.

We went to the aquarium inside it, which was a lot smaller than expected, and not quite worth the ticket price.

So several kids cosplaying as well.

The Kinokuniya here actually has books and manga in Chinese.

Watched Kingdom of Heaven. Not bad. Reminded me of the game Medieval: Total War as well as the book series A Song of Ice and Fire.

And just as I expected, the trackback from ZUN's blog has increased my visitors by quite a bit. It probably piques their curiousity because my trackback entry is the only one written in English.
Currently feeling okay




Computer problem
POSTED AT 02:25 AM in General

Ugh, computer on the right crashed on startup which led to it being completely unbootable. Well, first, it had trouble detecting the hard drive. Opened it up and made sure nothing was wrong, and it started being able to detect it properly again. Unfortunately, it refused to boot from the Win2k disc, so I was forced to make an Emergency Recovery Disk (or rather 4 disks), which was a pain in and of itself because most of the floppies around here are really old and don't work. Eventually found 4 disks that worked, as well as a 5th disk that I needed to copy over autochk.exe.

Running chkdsk should NOT require going through so many hoops.
Currently feeling blah




Site updates
POSTED AT 05:43 AM in General, Gaming, Website

Removed the community links because no one uses the communities anymore.

Changed my background to something based on Touhou. Same style as the old background, but it's less than 10% the size, which should help loading speed a bit.

Used some of that extra speed to add in a video section, which just shows a tiny version of the last video I uploaded to Dailymotion.
Currently feeling okay




Shoot the Bullet 1.01a is out!
POSTED AT 11:59 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

From ZUN's latest entry

It fixes several freezes/errors and added something called "gougai" (newspaper extra), which I think are stages after the EX-stages as he also mentions he's planning on adding more stages, so we might see Reimu and Marisa in the future (yay!).

He says to use the patch at your own risk though, and to backup your stuff.
Currently feeling happy




Another Shoot the Bullet patch released
POSTED AT 06:42 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Yep, ZUN has released another patch already. Should fix the game hanging after selecting a replay. It was extremely hard for him to reproduce this bug, but the patch should improve stability. Requires the game to be updated to 1.01a first.
Currently feeling okay




Cleanup
POSTED AT 05:54 AM in General, Website

Removed a bunch of dead links or otherwise useless links from the site.

The right computer completely crashed today, so I ended up having to reformat it and reinstall Windows. At least it's a lot faster now.
Currently feeling okay




Yet another Shoot the Bullet patch
POSTED AT 09:14 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Now it's up to 1.01c. A patch a day keeps the fans... busy? This time he wants you to place it in the game folder, but it will update any previous version.

Apparently the problem is the threads are deadlocking, which isn't easy to debug. But he's managed to get it running 10 hours without stopping.

He says at the least, if it doesn't stop during the demo play, it's a good thing, because that's what gets displayed in the shops (which may imply more widespread release of Shoot the Bullet soon!).

Speaking of Shoot the Bullet, because of the hard drive crash, my scores, replays, and unlocks have all disappeared. I had been planning on backing them up, but never got around to it.

Oh yeah, zombies seem to be slowly gaining the upper hand in Urban Dead. It's actually rather fun being a zombie, while I'm not being headshotted.
Currently feeling amused




Board Games with Scott
POSTED AT 05:42 AM in General, Gaming

http://boardgameswithscott.blogspot.com - I think this may be the first ever board gaming video blog! It's a good idea as the visual component is an important part to being able to appreciate certain games.

This is why I also like Chris Brooks' blog, as it includes many photos of the games they play.

I miss playing board games. People in my dorm don't really seem to be the type, and SF Gamers was a tad far on public transportation, and that area does not feel particularly safe at night (and the sessions last until midnight).

Also had another singing lesson today. Apparently I'm being taught the opera style (supposed to require 20 years). There's also a jazz style (which includes broadway stuff), and there's the pop stuff, which doesn't really require much training (1-2 years).
Currently feeling interested




STB 1.02a and crappy servers
POSTED AT 12:02 AM in General, Gaming, Website, Touhou 東方

Wow, Tabulas is sucking today, couldn't blog at all for several hours.

What the net needs is more servers that follow the Six Sigma standard (3.4 defects out of 1 million) for uptime rather than 99.9% (or 1 out of 1000). Heck, most servers probably don't even hit 99.9%. Heck, the popular World of Wacraft only has 96.4% uptime (6 hours down every week), and that's only the planned stuff.

Anyway, what I had wanted to write about 5 hours ago was that Shoot the Bullet 1.02a is out. It's now 4 for 4. Any bets on when this streak will be broken? Again, will patch all previous versions, but place it in the game folder first before running.

Some changes are that it shows the name of the spell card in the mission select screen. In addition, it fixes a bug with the music stopping when going to the next stage, as well as some minor text mistakes.

In order to have the spell card name show up, you'll need to replace the best shot picture. You can do that at the end of a scene by pressing S on the picture you want (you can use the arrow keys to select from the pictures you took). Another trick you may or may not know is in the mission select screen, if you press L on a picture you've taken, it'll lock the picture and prevent it from being overwritten. Also, pressing S will show the slowdown rate of the picture, which is nice for verifying the legitimacy of high score shots.

ZUN mentions that pictures taken with 1.02a will not work properly with the older versions (although I don't see why you'd use an older version anyway). High score data isn't affected though.

JSeabolt also stated on the Shrinemaiden forums that this patch messes up replays, which make some of the pictures show up as empty squares.

Tomorrow I fly back to the US!
Currently feeling okay




Uh-oh
POSTED AT 09:52 AM in General

As usual, I like to make an update before I fly.

Well, I actually have better reason to worry this time. Just noticed about an hour ago that I forgot to get an endorsement signature from the ISS office, so I panicked momentarily thinking it was the weekend in the US already, then I remembered the US is actually behind, so it's still Friday morning. Made a call, got some advice, and they sent me a faxed copy with the signature, so now it's ok. I hope. Well, the person I talked to claims that it's unlikely they'll deny me entry, and at most, I'll probably have to fill out an I-515 form and send my documents to some place within 30 days.

Printed out my class schedule information and my transcript of last semester as well just to be safe.
Currently feeling somewhat worried




Blogging from the airport
POSTED AT 01:48 AM in General

Well, I'm in the Evergreen Lounge in Taipei right now. My card wasn't downgraded so I can still enjoy the benefits for a while yet. I also had my flight here upgraded. They actually had hot bread for once for their meal.

But it's economy flight to the US, and we'll see how things go at Immigrations and Customs. Then hopefully I remember the proper bus route to get back to my dorm.
Currently feeling okay, I think




The flight
POSTED AT 08:52 PM in General

So I think the food was better in general this time. Watched the Brothers Grimm, missed the beginning of Corpse Bride so decided not to watch it. Caught the second half of Surviving Christmas because I couldn't sleep beacause the guy next to me was reading a book the entire time (with the lights on). That and the dry air made my nose itch a lot.

Immigration gave me a little trouble, but let me go. Customs didn't even bother asking what my food was. Bart and bus was uneventful.
Currently feeling sleepy




Google Video changes and a new video
POSTED AT 10:25 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Ah, was going to go to church, but missed the time.

Slept 10 hours, still a bit sleepy in the afternoon. Maybe another 9-10 hours tonight and I'll probably be fine by tomorrow, which is MLK Day, so no school for my roommate. Speaking of which, he decided he's gonna use his laptop from now on, so I'm borrowing his monitor. Finally, no more fuzzy text!

So looks like Google Video's new downloadable videos are of better quality, DIVX 4 to be specific. So it now has the edge in terms of non-embedded quality. Dailymotion still has the best embedded quality though, as well as not having to wait days (or even weeks) for your video to be approved.

Also figured out a good way to record longer videos without crapping out the FPS, will probably make a longer video later, when I have something long worth showing.

Celebrated these findings by uploading a new video from Shoot the Bullet.

Scene 7-1 - Shoot the Bullet (H.264)

Edit: Updated vid
Currently feeling tired




New Shoot the Bullet video
POSTED AT 09:30 AM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Hmm, I've been linking to the wrong entry on ZUN's blog. Should've linked here.

New video of Scene 6-8, Youmu Konpaku's 四生剣「衆生無性の響き」 which is roughly translated as Four Births Sword "Resounding of the Restless Beings" (it's a bunch of Buddhist terminology, read the wiki)

I could probably do the last shot better, but whatever.

Scene 6-8 - Shoot the Bullet

Currently feeling okay




Recent life stuff
POSTED AT 10:47 PM in General

Ooh, rain.

So let's see... Cala Foods has closed down, and is now up for auction. Which means the only supermarket around here is Safeway, which is farther away, and is smaller. I'm hoping they buy the space here, but my roommate says that it seems like Toyota wants it more, which sucks.

One of my classes has finally put up this semester's class info, so I can start preparing for it.

Hmm, haven't been able to contact my boss from my work, so not sure what's happening yet for this semester. I also want to pick up my paycheck from after I left.
Currently feeling okay




Shoot the Bullet primer + 3 new videos
POSTED AT 10:50 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Because Dave mentioned that people won't understand the videos if they haven't played the game, here's a summary (also read my About Touhou page).

Touhou 9.5 東方文花帖 (Touhou Bunkachou) - Shoot the Bullet is the latest in a series of danmaku (curtain fire) shooting games created by ZUN and considered the companion game to the official fanbook 東方文花帖 - Bohemian Archive in Japanese Red (yes the name's the same in Japanese). You play as Aya Shameimaru, a tengu reporter of Gensokyo, who's trying to take some pictures of its residents (who *really* do not want their pictures taken!) for some articles.

As far as game mechanics, this game is rather unique. Most STGs have some sort of shot button for damaging enemies, and a bomb button for clearing the screen when you're about to die (or just to deal massive damage). In Shoot the Bullet, your only weapon is Aya's camera. When the camera is used, it clears all bullets caught within the snapshot. You also need to take anywhere from 3 to 10 pictures of the boss in each stage in order to clear the stage. You can also move the crosshairs when taking a picture, which slows down the action, but the area that will be captured also decreases rapidly, sort of like a "zoom" function. Like the previous games in the series, there's a "Focus" mode, which lets Aya move slower, as well as auto-aiming the crosshairs slightly in the direction of the boss. Finally, Aya can also increase the camera recharge speed, but while doing so, she moves extremely slowly. Bullets that were cleared also get absorbed into the camera, which increases the camera's recharge level, and on failed shots (shots that don't include the boss), they increase it by 2x.

As for scoring, it's a combination of factors, but generally speaking, the more risky and impressive the shot, the higher the score.

And that, should be enough to let you understand the basics of what's going on. You can read this if you want a more in-depth explanation.

Knowing the character history of the bosses and the spell card names will help you appreciate the meanings behind the danmaku patterns more, but I'm not going to go into that here. We have the Touhou wiki for that.

Speaking of Touhou, finally cleared Shikieiki's extra stage for Phantasmagoria of Flower View yesterday, so everything's unlocked for it, which means I probably won't touch it again unless I want to compete with someone.

Now, on to the videos!

Shoot the Bullet - Scene 7-2 - Remilia Scarlet - Devil Sign "World in Nightmare"


Shoot the Bullet - Scene 8-1 - Ran Yakumo


Shoot the Bullet - Scene 8-2 - Yuyuko Saigyouji - Ghostly Elegance "Fatal Light Trap"

Edit: Updated the 7-2 vid.
Currently feeling geeky




Behavior of a gentleman
POSTED AT 12:11 AM in General, Philosophy

Rain and wind and cold. This weather sucks. While buying lunch today, there was a guy in front of me, but the counter person addressed me first. I told her that the guy was in front of me. Upon hearing that, the guy turned to me and told me to go first, and that I was a true gentleman or something to that effect. Felt a little odd. Has the world fallen so far that waiting your turn in line is no longer the norm but is instead exemplary behavior?
Currently feeling thoughtful




Bad thing about small universities
POSTED AT 01:05 AM in General

Lack of staff. Just got bit by this. Received an email stating one of my classes has been cancelled, and classes start next week! Rather late to be telling us about that! So now I have the problem of what other class to take, and whether or not I should take an extra class.

Bought my book for one class through Amazon, cheaper there. And no sales tax(!).
Currently feeling stressed




Last night's problem resolved
POSTED AT 12:31 PM in General

Currently, in a rather happy mood.  Or a good mood anyway.  Not sure if it's because I had my lunch as breakfast, or because I spent my morning traipsing around the neighborhood and campus on a chilly but sunny day.  Or perhaps most importantly, the class business is pretty much resolved now.

Went to talk to my advisor, and was recommended to go ahead and take three courses this semester, because the loads for each course isn't as heavy.  Then for summer, if they do have the Internet Residency program, I can do it in the summer for free, and pay for it in the Fall through a Directed Studies course in which I don't have to do anything (which means I might be able to take something non-major related for fun as well) as my work for that course would've technically have been done over teh summer.  And if they don't have it, I can take my classes as normal next year, and do something else in the summer instead.

Which means I won't end up paying extra for extra courses I don't need in my program.


Currently feeling cheerful




got danmaku (curtain fire)?
POSTED AT 04:10 PM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

Made this a couple days ago actually. There's several more versions in my Touhou gallery as well. The screenshots were taken from the Touhou wiki. The font is borzoi, which I squashed by 50% to make it look like the got milk? font.



Also, possibly my last video for a while:

Shoot the Bullet - Scene 10-8 - Sikieiki Yamaxanadu - Judgement "Cleansed Crystal Judgement -Aya Shameimaru"

This is the last scene before the Extra stages, so it's essentially the last boss of the game. Although the boss is officially Sikieiki, this spellcard conjures the mirror image of Aya's sinful self, so Aya basically battles against herself, which makes for a suitably dramatic last boss. A literal mirror match, as someone said on IRC. The song for this stage is also Aya's theme song, 風神少女 (Wind God Girl), named I think for her speed. This video is actually of my third clear of this stage, with 586 total pictures taken.


Currently feeling okay




Hanging out with people
POSTED AT 03:39 AM in General

Hmm, I've been out for 18 hours. Had hotpot with mostly BST members at David's place. First person I saw was Catherine at the bart station, then Jenny came by to pick us up, and then we waited for Eric to show up. Then we went to David's place, and we didn't realize David was upstairs until he came down. Then David went and picked up Aaron and Sophia. Then we began eating, then David went to pick up a girl called Nancy, who was Aaron's tutee. We ended our lunch past 3PM. Jenny had to leave during this. I finally succeeded in getting people to play Category 5, and Catherine ended up winning and Nancy lost.

Then we went to karaoke at Echo, which is pretty crappy compared to Music Tunnel (fewer songs, no song books, and the mics kept getting feedback). We sent Catherine to the bart station after that, and then we went to get dinner at Jujubi Place. Pretty good portions, although we didn't like the service too much. Much chitchat, then we continued our chitchat in the parking lot until 2AM before we finally decided to go home.

I was the first one dropped off, but we were lost in SF for a while because of all the one way streets.

It's good to see people again, some of whom I haven't seen for months.
Currently feeling tired




Church
POSTED AT 01:20 AM in General

Woke up past noon because of the long day out yesterday.

So made it to church this time. Really large church. Maybe twice the size of the one I went to in Thailand a long time ago. What I thought was the main entrance was actually the left entrance. The number of people there filled up maybe 25% of the space. Piano and guitar style is like the Berkeley mass I went to although some melodies were similar to the Thai one. I still prefer the music at Berkeley. And there are books, which makes the Berkeley parish the only one that doesn't have books. The host was rather thick.
Currently feeling okay




Day One
POSTED AT 11:34 PM in General

Day of finishing lots of small tasks. Got my classes registered, paid extra tuition, received my work schedule, negotiated for some better time slots (12.5 hours/week this time), got my paychecks. Went to my first class, which seems like it really will be an interesting class (Computer Security), although there are only 10 registered people, and only 8 showed up. I like it because the professor seems really up-to-date with current events.
Currently feeling sleepy




Shoot the Bullet finally for store sale
POSTED AT 09:43 AM in General, Gaming, Touhou 東方

'Tis official. Last paragraph on ZUN's blog. White Canvas was already taking preorders a couple days ago for an expected mid-Feb release. ~1000 yen, but if you get it at those import shops, expect something more like $50.
Currently feeling okay




Classes, various thoughts on other stuff
POSTED AT 09:21 PM in General, Philosophy

Let's see, Network Programming - might be hard. Seems unstructured. The hard part is that I may be more unexperienced in the networking stuff than the other people, so the projects may be more overwhelming. But after talking to some people, maybe not as bad as I was imagining. At least we seem to get a lot of choice in what we want to do.

Distributed Software Development - well, I had the professor last semester, so probably around the same, which shouldn't be too bad. Just the P2P project at the end, which should be interesting.

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Frank called me for dinner today, but my class lasted late, so we decided we should do it some other time. Hope I didn't sound aloof. I think I tend to sound like that on the phone (some people have said that I sound like I just woke up)

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Oh yes, in yesterday's Security class, the professor said something interesting. In most fields, kids who spend all their time doing something, and become an expert at it, are praised. Like learning an instrument, or playing sports. If you become an expert at it when you're 10, you're considered a genius and praised by everyone around you.

With computers, nuh-uh. You spend all your time in front of the computer, parents get mad at you for wasting your time. Play a shooter game and they think you're the next Columbine waiting to happen. Remember, SPORTS are GAMES as well. Yet people waste billions of dollars on those people. So anyway, society considers you a menace, especially in regards to hacking (which is what he mentioned here). He also didn't mention this next part, but to extrapolate it further, instead of giving you a scholarship and then paving your way into a security firm upon graduation, you get to spend several years in jail, fined some large amount of money, and you're probably barred from computer access for several years.

Well, ok. While it is a double standard, it doesn't quite work that way. You can't exactly get into classified information learning music or playing sports, but it did remind me of the Catch Me If You Can movie, where the guy did end up getting a job in anti-counterfeiting. Why doesn't it happen more often for hackers?

Finally, I've mentioned to my parents a while back how there was some dissatisfaction about the current president of BST. In regards to what I said to my parents, it was an issue of the practice of acting. You know, the whole acting polite, pomp and circumstance, and various other little formalities you do in front of people. The kind of stuff I really don't like because they're usually just fake and shallow. They tell me it's a good skill to learn, and good for pleasing people (like your boss) because some people like that. Well, what I found out during the mostly BST gathering last weekend was that no one showed up for the election. Why? While the president may have been good at putting up a face in front of people, he wasn't actually committed to the organization himself. No organizing get-togethers with the members. The whole personal touch is lost, and that, is where I feel true loyalty is formed. Instead of standing up when the former BST president arrives and pouring her a cup of tea and asking her to sit down in a formal manner, it's about remembering people's birthdays, and organizing dinners for them, or even just hanging out every once in a while just because we want to. Instead of doing something because it's your role, you do it because of your relation with the people.

And I really need more usericons. Over half the icons are like happy faces. Only one face is more neutral. One face is for bad stuff. And one face is more of a hesitant face. It makes for little variety if I want to show my actual mood through them.
Currently feeling contemplative




Google's new motto - "Be evil"
POSTED AT 01:16 AM in General

http://www.breitbart.com/news/2006/01/24/D8FBCF686.html- Once again, the money waved in front of a company's face spoke louder than their morals. They also seem to lack self-esteem. To take such an action means they admit they need China more than China needs them.
Currently feeling disappointed




Stupid special orders and other crap
POSTED AT 11:44 PM in General

It doesn't matter how cheap your books are, if you have ship dates that are uncertain and up to FOUR weeks in the future, people aren't likely to buy it. --> Amazon.com
Currently feeling annoyed




So much work
POSTED AT 02:36 AM in General

/me boggles at all the dry technical reading
Currently feeling sleepy




Eating out
POSTED AT 01:56 AM in General

Oh yeah, had dinner with Xia last night at the usual Chinese place. They gave us the wrong order. Waiter was a bit rude. He got a small tip.

As for today... well, the thing with Rebecca was cancelled because her schedule was changed, went to Japantown in the afternoon with Xia. Bought a magazine. Then we ate at Fune Ya back here. $10 of sushi between two people isn't bad. It's boat-style, but the portions are quite big, so with 7 plates, it was filling, although we both had late-ish lunches and we ate early for dinner.
Currently feeling tired




Chinese New Year
POSTED AT 02:43 PM in General

Happy Chinese New Year!

So, went to my aunt's place yesterday. Henry insisted on testing his skills against me in Soul Calibur II again since he claimed he's improved. Whooped him 50-1. He's still satisfied because he had 0 wins last time.

June came by as well. Then my uncle after that.

Food was good. Got some money because it's Chinese New Year.

Spent the night watching 24 till around 3AM. Then came back today to work.

Finally got mIRC working here using some proxy servers.
Currently feeling okay




Blah
POSTED AT 12:02 AM in General

Meh, classes really suck my enthusiasm for stuff I do for fun.
Currently feeling bored/restless




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BlogMad Dracil/Male/16-20. Lives in United States/California/Berkeley/UC Berkeley, speaks Chinese and English. Spends 80% of daytime online. Uses a Faster (1M+) connection. And likes Anime/Gaming.
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United States, California, Berkeley, UC Berkeley, Chinese, English, Dracil, Male, 16-20, Anime, Gaming.
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